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It's been 10 months, 21 days, 17 hours,
54 minutes, and 13 seconds, and counting.
Nearly a complete year; a year of loss, of tears,
of emotional lacerations amassing.

A couple months in, during the month of love;
the little life growing inside me died.
The seasons changed and summer came,
and I flew among the clouds far away.

For some days, that soon fell away,
he held me in his arms and whispered his love.
The seasons changed again, and with it his love was gone,
along with the life inside me.

I've been left to drown in my tears, my arms empty;
missing him and the would-have-been's.
July passed months ago,
and with it the cradle burned without a life to fill it.

October is here and I spurn the changing leaves,
without his hand in mine.
The life that could never leave the womb,
the love that could never last.

The gun is loaded in my hand,
the last sound they'd hear is the resounding blast.
The pills slip through an open grasp,
a cry of relief will come as a gasp.
The noose is velvet against my neck,
with a sudden drop and silent stop.

Don't mourn me, I beg, don't cry in my wake,
I rather risk oblivion, for this divine mistake.

Don't cry child, you might meet your father someday.
Don't cry, please don't cry; Mommy is on her way.
Season of Loss
I'm a little self-conscious about posting this, as it will reveal a lot of things I'm not comfortable talking about and accepting about myself yet. But here it is, venting free verse, cause I can't draw at the moment with a broken hand.
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So, I'm doped up on Demerol, and I get my cast changed in two weeks. So the length of time that I'll be out of commission is unfortunately indefinite, as of right now.

Check out the before and after pics, plus my cast! (My mother's getting a gold paint marker to draw stars all over it for me, cause they only had black.)








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Kii's Broken Hand : Plus! X-Ray

Mon Oct 13, 2014, 7:52 AM


So it turns out I really destroyed my index finger's metacarpal bone. I just got back from the orthopedist, but I go back in a couple hours to see a specialist. They said I'll have to get surgery to screw my bone back together, plus a cast.

I guess that means I won't be able to draw/pixel or play music for a couple months.







Kiibun's Hurt!

Thu Oct 9, 2014, 1:18 PM


I fractured my hand. :c




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BlueMoonroseDragon Featured By Owner 20 hours ago  Student General Artist
Thank you for the Llama...an important part of life 
By the way what is the a lama badgefella thinking ( Reactions ) 
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3D Llama Badge by cezkid:iconfavthankyouplz:Llama Emoji 31 (Stroll) [V2] by Jerikuto:iconcutellamaplz:Llama Emoji 31 (Stroll) [V2] by Jerikuto:iconfavthankyouplz:3D Llama Badge by cezkid
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pinkpanda13 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the Llama Badge! Lovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2] 
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Thanks for the llama :)
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Thanks for the lama! Have a super day! XD
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